In your dreams, all we see are the gold drenched days laid ahead

~ Moreno, Chino, metal dream, 2025

2025 has turned out to be a very good year.1 Well, musically at least. 

Sam Fender’s ‘People Watching‘ continues to dominate my playlists, and I wouldn’t be surprised if it takes home the Mercury Prize. But since that album caught my attention back in March, countless other releases have been vying for my attention.

We’ve been quietly witnessing a genuine resurgence in indie and alt-rock. As someone who grew up on “six strings, three cords… big dreams”2, it is music to my ears. Royal Otis and Wet Leg3 have both delivered strong sophomore efforts. And I’m particularly excited about Muse’s upcoming album after hearing their latest single: ‘Unravelling’; signalling a return to their early-heavier sound.

Some of this year’s best records are growers. Pulp’s reunion album ‘More‘ and Little Simz’s latest offering ‘Lotus’’ both reveal new layers with each listen. Don’t miss ‘The Hymn of the North’ from Pulp and ‘Lion’ from Little Simz. Both tracks showcase what makes these records special. Honourable mention goes to Lady Gaga who has delivered an absolute banger.

However, the album that has most thoroughly captured my imagination is Deftones’ latest effort, ‘private music‘. The veteran alt-metal band have created a thrilling and addictive record that hasn’t left my turntable since its August release.

What makes ‘private music’ so remarkable is its delicate balance between crushing riffs and melodic beauty; between aggression and intimacy. Many reviewers have lazily labeled it “shoegaze” meets “metal,” but this description sells short the album’s genuine inventiveness and sonic complexity. 

The real magic happens on repeated listens. Hidden details emerge from what initially sounds like chaos, creating an irresistible urge to start the album over as soon as it ends. It’s a record that rewards attention and patience.

Even if rock and heavy metal aren’t typically your preference, ‘private music’ deserves a chance. You might discover something you didn’t know you were missing.

  1. Yes, I know the world is a dumpster fire right now! ↩︎
  2. Ashcroft, Richard, This Thing Called Life, 2010 ↩︎
  3. 🙌 Props to Rhian Teasdale for using the word ‘mangetout‘ in a song. ↩︎

I don’t wear the shoes I used to walk in.

~ Fender, Sam, Crumbling Empire, 2025

IMHO, Sam Fender has released the album of the year. 48 minutes of soaring, working class, confessionals that are as joyous to sing along with as they are bleak; it is a poignant record for the challenging and uncertain times in which we find ourselves. Find it on your streaming service of choice, press play and keep your “chin up”.

Less, More & None (2021) – Review

Less

  • allowing my task list to build up
    • I am really pleased with the way I managed my time this year. I maintained a good balance between my day to day tasks and larger projects. There were no changes to the systems or tools1 that I use, but I did adapt the way I approached some aspects of my job, improving my delegation and making best use of mornings to get two to three smaller tasks off my plate before the day has really begun.
  • looking at my mobile phone when people are talking to me
    • This is the second year now that I have been a lot better with this. I still find that I have to remind myself to put my phone away but I have built up some better habits around my phone in general that have helped a lot.
  • reading doomscrolling the news
    • I also did well with this. While I did keep up with some of the news surrounding the pandemic as well as the current political landscape2, I managed to direct my attention towards the culture and lifestyle sections of the paper most of the time. I was far happier spending time reading about people, places and ideas that could enrich my life rather than dwelling on everything that is wrong with the world.

More

  • exercise
    • I am sad to say that other than walking regularly, I failed to make exercise a priority in 2021. I have no genuine reason or excuse for this and plan to find ways to make sure that it is a priority in 2022.
  • reading
    • I read 52 books in 2021. That is two more than my target and 11 more than 2020. I posted a complete list of everything I read on this blog.
  • saving money
    • We carried on where we left off in 2020 and added significantly to our savings. 💰💰💰
  • seeking opportunities for personal growth
    • Reflecting on this goal, I am not sure what I was considering exactly all the way back in January 2021 but I have achieved a few things this year that I am proud of:
      • I have finally achieved a sense of equilibrium at work and feel better placed to develop myself further as a leader and to be able to consider the next steps in my career
      • I have been (re)learning French
      • I have cooked regularly for my wife3
      • I have finally taught myself how to tackle cryptic crosswords, and while I am far from being an expert, I now understand the rules and can work my way (slowly) through the Guardian cryptic crossword
      • I have continued to develop my appreciation and knowledge of Jazz – in particular piano-led groups4 and the development of the be-bop and hard-bop styles.
  • writing
    • This just did not happen and I do not have an answer to how I get back to writing regularly. Maybe I am not supposed to right now? I will likely include writing in my goals for 2022, but I think I need to reflect on the type of writing I want to do and where it is published to better understand where/how it fits into my life. I enjoy writing but since I completed my M.Ed in 2013 and took on more senior roles at work, I have consistently struggled to make it a regular habit.

None

  • making excuses when it comes to exercise
    • See my response to the first item in the ‘more’ section.
  • skipping my ‘morning reading’
    • I did not miss a single day and ended up re-reading the entire ‘Holy Bible’, not just Paul’s letters as I had intended. I did not make as much headway with ‘History of Western Philosophy‘ by Bertrand Russell5 but I did re-read (again) ‘Meditations‘ by Marcus Aurelius and I also finished ‘On Writing‘ by Stephen King, which was as much a biography as a guide to writing well.
  1. See bullet point two in my review from 2020.[]
  2. All I see when I think about the state of the world is the ‘This is fine’ meme taken from the comic by KC Green.[]
  3. at least once per week[]
  4. Brubeck/Clark/Evans/Garland/Hancock/Monk/Powell[]
  5. I am going to make this the sole text for my morning reading in 2022.[]

I ran all night and day…

Mr Skosh St Leonards

One of the things I love about running are the unexpected sights that you encounter along the way. I haven’t run on the lower part of the prom for a while and I discovered this great new piece of street art this week. The purple and neon-pink are evoking total 80s vibes. I feel like they should install speakers and play a constant rotation of synth-pop and new wave music. A Flock of Seagulls anyone? 😉

Art work by Mr Skosh.

The Whole of the Moon

I think I needed to hear/see Fiona Apple’s fantastic cover of The Waterboys’ classic: ‘The Whole of the Moon’.

Zelda Hallman captured her performing the song live in the studio. The raw energy and focus that Apple displays, losing herself within the song, is deeply compelling. It has provided some much needed catharsis during what has been a rewarding but very challenging week.

I am posting it here for posterity. Maybe it will help you too.

Hat tip to Phil Gyford for sharing it.